The reality is....
Today started out normal, alarm went off at 6am I snoozed it until 6:15. Hard to get up as usual, got the boys up and ready and we were out the door for school and work on time. Even made it to the school early! It wasn't until I got to work that things started to go down hill. Sitting quietly at my desk trying to stay as busy as possible. Thoughts just circling my head almost all at once. So many things going on, so many emotions hitting, smashing really, so much so I felt like I was about to explode. At this point hoping that no one says as much as a hello to me or asks me the status of a document because if so they would get an answer full of tears and hard sobs. I give myself a quick pep talk in the restroom, "You can do this, you got this, just make it to 2pm and you're good!" Ok, back to work….. Oh no!! A meeting!? A meeting that all I'm able to do is sit quietly and try to listen to the action items, try to catch up on what I've miss all to no avail. M...